Stormes and thunders have passed, rain and sun, dark and light, warm and cold,
SHE KEPT GOING, TRUSTING HER HEART
SHE REMEMBERED HER INNER WISDOM OF HER SOUL, SHE IS BRAVE AND COURAGEOUS,
SHE IS LOVE
She came back to find out again, born asleep and programmed by circumstances of her birthplace, how to awaken from this painfull world that SHE arrived in. She carried all worries on her shoulders, time to release it all now.
Fall and rise, laugh and cry, shout and wisper, pain and pleasure, she tested it all again, to find out that LOVE ONLY BRINGS HER LIFE, LOVE IN HER, ALL IS IN HER CONNECTED TO THE UNIVERSE….
SHE REMEMBERED AND STARTED TO REALLY LIVE AGAIN
SHE SHOWES THE WAY NOW FOR OTHERS TO FIND IT IN THEMSELVES,
SHE IS IN EVERYONE, male or female,
SHE IS YOUR LOVING COMPASSIONATE FEMALE SIDE IN YOU.
ADORE HER, KISS HER, RESPECT HER FEELING AGAIN,
for now that SHE IS BACK, THE WORLD CHANGES EVERYWHERE HERE ON EARTH AND BEYOND.
In honour of my own feminine side and heart, and my awesome soul that is so brave to come back as a wayshower in this GOLDEN CHRISTED AGE.
I love you all deeply, we are all ONE HUMAN SHE, honouring her.
SHE IS HOME
Esnadi at Restoreyourlife
I AM GRATEFUL, I AM GRACE, I AM LOVE.
To all experiences that I had in this life and remembering from other lives. That moved me forward into becoming who I AM now.
A state of bliss and peace, a multidimentional BEing, connected to all energyworld around us.
For we are a starlight BEing having an experience of our soul’s mission.
To embrace and release the old program’s of fears and entrapment, into inner knowing from our hearts that you are free to follow your heart.
May love and light shine through you, and may this message inspire you to reach for the best version of you.
And yes that means to go deeeepsouldiving into the past and reveiling old painfull illusions from your memory and bringing in the light through these old ego programs.
So your river of your soul may flow in life.
Much love to you, Esnadi
Picture captured by brother Mack Khan, on my trip to India in 2016
When you are a child, you grow up with the unresolved pains and fears of your familylines/teachers/society, tribal awareness
When you are a child and have been born in the 60ties, you grow up with the unresolved pains and fears of your familylines and teachers/society, tribal awareness. You automatically copy and paste the behaviours of the caretakers/elders/teachers, because that is your example!! As a child you trust this to be good….but you sense pain… but nobody talks openly about this…
And so me as a very high sensitive BEing, I now see clearly that I used my survival protection/ego old system, to be able to cope. I cried a lot.. not feeling understood. I did not know then that I closed off myself, for what I felt around me was too much of pain and old programming. And being a sensitive cancer sign also was challenging.
And so I carried all of others in my system and as you can understand this is too much.. and so when I got cancer, I first needed to step out of a non working marriage and be there for me. Loving myself and listening what I needed. Be the pure child again and be joy. I started to reveil these old programs and up to now releasing. From this and old lifetimes. Releasing the darkness in me and old programming to be free to flow in love.
And it is brave to go deepsouldiving to release that what is not yours or you thought it was for you to carry!!
So you return to the pure soul of love and light that you originally are.
It is a process, for me this familyline deepsouldiving resently cleared the last remnants.
I now choose to use my qualities of being sensitive into fuitation of the love and light, and am able now to bring my energy intent to that what resonates in my heart. The energy of the Goddess returned home. Every day I learn again to be my best version and follow my hearts dreams and wishes, of what I may bring to this lifetime to assist in restoring our lives on planet earth.
My heart knows what is best to resonate for me. I AM MY OWN FATHER, I AM MY OWN MOTHER, I AM MY OWN CHILD,
eternal trinity in me.
You can only change you, it is a choise to bring in love again and again. Your egomind will do its very best to “control your fears and feed them”, specially now the media is hypnotising you on your fears… for it has been our survival protectionsystem for a long time…so now we learn again to trust our INTUITION AND OUR HEART. And that feels sooooo gooood now!!
And see clearly through the old programming… you just inner know.. you feel it when your mind is distracting you with fears….ahh have a look at it…that what is not coming from your heart is showing you to be restored.
BE the example you love to see around you.
Lets rock this world, parytime
Much love to you, Esnadi