Whatever we go through, at the core it is about selflove

Whatever we go through, at the core it is about selflove

Whatever we go through, at the core it is about selflove, feeling and allowing your hearts dreams. Your soul is leading the way to flow in life and to follow your inner guidance. The spirit in YOU.
To really give the heart’s call attention, it is the key to life. For it wants to guide you to this new earth way of living. And indeed you cannot fathom this with your mind! It is about surrender to the FEELINGS inside and again learning to trust and honour your hearts calling.
And many lifetimes we have been distracted from our heart, and just our mind of fears was leading!! And so it takes some practice to have your heart leading you the way.
And many old pains will surface, wanting to be heard and felt as a small inner child that wants attention… So you can allow that old pain energy to become one with you, embrace it to be healed. Heal your heart. And choose love again and again, for in freedom we can follow our heart again!!
And yess we have many distractions and fears being played out worldwide, and in our environment. This is also happening inside of you. You are the change. Be brave and let your heart guide you. Nomatter what others tell you, YOU just know in your heart when energy resonates.
When you allow and heal your heart, you will feel the new earth freedom living. And you will find peace in you. All the old ways of living are dying. All that is not of the highest call, will disappear in your life. Just the lessons and love remaining. And focus on the new born you, that emerges from the heart and soul. This is the new earth, the universe and gaia in you, tuning you with the new earth vibrations again. In a way you died from the old life and are reborn to the new.
You will find yourself automatically resonating with the likeminded, that also feel the new earth. You are to COcreate the new earth together.
As my heart is honouring my desires and wishes. I allow and feeeel it to bloom even more.
Lets make this world paradise again, it starts in YOU.
Much love to you, Esnadi ❤💎🦋🌀💞


I HONOUR MYSELF, for waking up this morning and writing my truth from my heart to you,

I HONOUR MYSELF, for being brave to awaken this lifetime,

I HONOUR MYSELF, for showing up and taking the lead to pave the way for humanity, as per my soulsplan,

I HONOUR MYSELF, for going deep soul diving into all illusions of emotions, investigating all pains and frustrations,

I HONOUR MYSELF, for never giving up, even though it has been the most challenging and painfull time ever to wake up on this!!

I HONOUR MYSELF, for having the ability to see the future in my strong visions, and still be patient and brave and honouring all others that they cannot see it yet, for they have another time to awaken from this 3d illusionary view that was experienced by us humans,

I HONOUR MYSELF, for feeling the longing of freedom, even if the shit hits the fan! To survive my severe cancer, stepping out of a marriage and comfortzones and to never give up, for my heart was telling me something big was coming after those deeeeep intense roalercoasters of experiences,

I HONOUR MYSELF, for going inside again and again and being very lonely, ‘nobody’ understanding my path, people leaving in my life for they do not understand yet the path of the mirror effect lessons I gave them and myself,

I HONOUR MYSELF, for being so powerful in loving unconditional again, and seeing the truth of the heart, even if my twin, my daughter and son and all family and loved ones pointing arrows at me, and ran away from me, for he/they were not awake yet to see I AM HIM/the other one mirroring themselves. And to all the ones that I run away from. I thank you for the lessons.

I THANK ALL OTHERS TO BE MY MIRROR, I created a movie to show how this works:

I HONOUR MYSELF, for LOVING myself deeper and deeper and finding out that that is the most powerful form of love, for I AM you and you are me!

I HONOUR MYSELF, to bow deeply to you as a human, and find out on the path that you are me, WE ARE a reflection of YOU,

I HONOUR MYSELF, for cryring every tear for all the years that I started this transformation, and making every tear such learning lesson, so it can become a deeply felt diamond,

I HONOUR MYSELF, for always finding the humour and joy again and again of this way of living, to DANCE AND SING and being brave to SHINE again and smile to everyone, to love YOU, even if you shout at me, and showing me your pain, I love you unconditionally,

I LOVE MYSELF, for investigating and being curious enough to open my heart again and again, until I feel so comfortable with it that IT IS SAFE AGAIN TO DO SO,

I LOVE MYSELF to have chosen to unite with my twinsoul on every level, my beloved special African man in my life, a path for the brave souls,

I LOVE MYSELF, I LOVE YOU BELOVED SENYO 💞, for being my twinsoul, my biggest mirror for awakening and to choose this way to become a free spirit again, and to let our soul BE ONE in spirit and embodyment. I cherish the moment my lips can kiss 💋 your lips again and we can be together for life. I THANK YOU FOR SHOWING UP AGAIN. I thank you deeply for your wise master words of encouragement, they were repeating in my mind all these years when you gave me the advice: TRUST, BELIEVE AND BE PATIENT, IT CAN BE DONE, and the season is good again! And we are free to dance and live in joy together again my sweetest love. 💞

I HONOUR MYSELF, I HONOUR YOU and both be patient for our divine partner to give him/myself space to patiently release all old programming that we as ONE SOUL ever experienced in ALL lifetimes, to be cleared in this golden age,

I AM HERE NOW, with open arms “awaiting” my twin to return fully home in his embodyment, in divine timing, in my arms, to be united on every level with himself through this brave path, were heaven on earth is to BE. I am proud of you my dear. Together we are SEYESNA again, in truth we are already in ONEness, for there is no seperation, energetically we are united, and I AM in this moment of the now, as it is now united with you, enjoying life,

I HONOUR MYSELF, for that I RESTORED MY LIFE, for BEing now again, be free to LOVE everyone and all beings, and to take the lead in awakening, nomatter if another soul is sleeping or awake.

I HONOUR MYSELF, for having the courage to feel again, to become multidimentional, and REMEMBER the spirit world around us in every form, on this earth and in the whole of the universe, to investigate quantum physics, and communicate with all energy around us,

I BOW DEEPLY TO ALL OF YOU, be inspired to get out of your comfortzone, and be curious, nomatter what anyone says, to be brave and to listen to you HEART, YOUR INNER GUIDANCE!!

I LOVE ME, I LOVE YOU, together all humans are one spark of God, beyond any illusion of religion, race, colour, gender, for I have been all races and beings in all my lifetimes.

I AM HERE, TO SERVE, TO SHOW YOU THE WAY to your heart, take my hand and be curious and brave to clear your emotions and old programming of illusions, to walk this couragious path,


So WE/I can all fly again as free spirits and LIVE the HEAVEN ON EARTH timeline,

Esnadi @ Restore Your Life
11-7-2019, released at facebook at 7.07 AM

🌟You may share this post of my hearts poem far and wide, just as it is here and honour to place it completely with my name and picture with it. Together we heal. I/we thank you for showing up🙏
See the video production that we made on this mirror effect at my youtube channel:

SELFHEALING EMPOWERMENT ~ nr 2 ~ UNITE with your inner feminine and masculine 💃〰️❤〰️🕺


Part 2 of the Selfhealing empowerment:

I recommend watching part 1 first, “BELIEVE” of the series:



When we heal ourselves, we are able to work from our male action, determination, and willingness.

Now the energy’s are changing and we are powerful creators of love and light, and we are now invited to combine this masculine energy together with our powerful loving female energy.

For the union within, creates magical healing on every level.

And so we create; POWERFUL IN A LOVING WAY energy. And creating from our hearts, is the new way to do this. The old way of manifesting something only with our actions…will not work anymore.

Involve your heart, your female.

We all have male and female energy in our body.

In this video I explain more how this works.

Thank you dearly for sharing and liking, subscribing to my channel.

Much love to you, Esnadi ❤


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Your all beautiful flowers and butterflies, different shapes and colours, and you are all loved. We are all part of the ONE energy, to enjoy the NOW moment, to see all the flowers around you and especially the flower and butterfly you are.
Self love is part of the inner awakening process to truly mirror with the other. When you truly love yourself, you can unconditionally love the ‘other’.
Much love to you, Esnadi 🌹🦋